Tomorrow

It almost seems unreal that tomorrow is surgery day! When we settled on a date at the beginning of October it felt like so far away, a whole 3 weeks to think about having cancer.... But tonight it seems crazy that tomorrow is the day.

I stood in the aisle at Walgreens contemplating which flavor of mag citrate to partake it???Lemon or grape? Seriously, I think I should be choosing between Paulner vs. blue moon vs. Merlot:) but none the less, I am sipping the night away on lemon flavored laxative(thankful it isn't banana). Im getting my mind right, attempting to clear away the anxiety, and doing some last minute downloading of some tunes and packing:)

Tonight I have a long list of prayers.....I am praying for my surgeons to have steady hands, for anesthesia to be smooth, and for recovery not to be too terrible. I'm praying for Matt and his family as they celebrate his grandpa's life today in FL.  I'm praying for my family- they truly are the most awesome people.... I know I'm totally biased, but they seriously are, trust me.

My sisters said they would write tomorrow to update, Matt volunteered, but his spelling is worse than mine:) thank you, thank you, thank you for all of the love, support, thoughts, and prayers.  Tomorrow is step one to becoming cancer free.

"Of course you'll encounter trouble. But behold a God of power who can take any evil and turn it into a door of hope"- Catherine Marshall (taken from a devotional book that my sis Teresa gave me)